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Thursday, 20 December 2012

Awak cuti 21 dan 24 hb ni..



Hooray!! - bersorak gembira rakan-rakan ku mendengar pernyataan tersebut. Mereka berpelukan, membuat High five setinggi-tinggi mungkin, berlaga dada lagak pemain rugbi NFL, tak kurang juga yang berpelukan dan membuat knuckle bomb. Aku?


Aku termenung, terkedu dan terkesima. Aku tidak tahu reaksi apa yang perlu aku buat tatkala bos kami mengeluarkan pernyataan yang sebegitu. Pernyataan yang bagi aku tidak mengembirakan langsung. 

Melihat daripada gaya dan reaksi dia yang datang mendekati kami sambil tangan sebelahnya di dalam kocek seluarnya agak mengelirukan diriku. Keliru kerana mimik muka dan jalannya agak perlahan dan tidak bersemangat. Dia bukan sebegitu orangnya, jalannya laju, cakapnya berbelit dan suaranya bising.

Namun, sambil tangannya membelai misai kemasnya itu dia mengeluarkan pernyataan keramat tersebut. Memang tepat tekaan aku, memang berita yang kurang mengembirakan. Rakan sekerja aku bersorak gembira namun aku langsung beranggapan bahawa itu berita buruk. Bos menyatakan pernyataan tersebut dengan nada yang sedih tapi disambut dengan kegembiraan oleh pekerjanya. 

Perasaan aku sesat, nak gembira atau nak sedih ataupun tak berbuat apa-apa. Jadilah muka aku umpama muka batu. Aku melihat rakan-rakanku bersorak lagi bersahut-sahutan sorakan mereka. Malahan, mereka juga sempat membuat formasi  gelombang ombak yang agak cantik. 

Aku sedih untuk mereka dan diriku sendiri. 
Cuti ini cuti tidak berbayar. 
Cuti ini cuti potong cuti tahunan. 
Cuti ini aku benci. 

Kenapa kamu semua bergembira? 
Adakah kerja itu menyusahkan kamu? 
Bukankah kerja itu periuk nasi kamu?
Kamu berkerja untuk apa? 

Aku bukan kamu dan kamu bukan aku, barangkali itu prinsip yang perlu aku pandang pada masa ini. Aku tidak mahu katakan kamu naif kamu tahu cuma kamu malas berfikir. Itu terpulang. 

Disebabkan 2 hari tersebut semua jalan kira dan formula-formula aku di papan hitam terpaksa aku kirakan semula. Angka 2 tersebut begitu besar impaknya terhadap pengiraan yang aku lakukan. Keluhan itu yang aku mampu lakukan.

"tapikan sayang..!!" 

Tiba-tiba aku terdengar suara orang menyebut ayat tersebut. Aku jadi tersentak dan bersemangat. Ya, hidup mesti diteruskan. Apa yang mendatang itu hanya ujian kecil dan cabaran. Aku perlu kuat, aku perlu bersemangat. Pasti ada cara lain untuk membetulkan kembali formula-formula aku.


Ya aku yakin esok pasti lebih baik dari hari ini. Kawan-kawan mari aku juga mahu bersorak bersama kalian!

It's not the Destination, but the Journey that Matters Most...

KKU et.al

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